But my probation officer asked me to try and think of work I'd like to do, or courses I'd like to study, and any additional help I might need for mental health stuff.
And the problem is, right now I cant think of a damn thing...
My original plan was to study psychology and counselling so that I could basically start my own little private practice helping out the LGBTQIA people and their families, and maybe write a few books, start a cult yknow.., basically carve out a perfect little niche universe for myself.
But I never really gave any thought to how I would do any of that with a criminal record, its not that I CAN'T do it, its more that it adds a lot of extreme difficulty and delay to that. And I still have to consider transition costs... how the hell am I going to come up with 100k now.
Like do I just say to hell with my altruistic side, and go back to I.T work, but then who would even hire me at this point.
I can absolutely understand why so many trans people end up turning to sex work, because I feel stupidly overwhelmed, trapped, and frustrated right now.
Anyway, I have 9 months to do SOMETHING with.... if you have any recommendations please do let me know.
Because I feel like I am going to go fucking crazy.
