Sunday 28 March 2021

Studying Hearts

It has been ages since my last post, it feels like years but has barely been months, but I feel like life is being aggressively compressed lately.

The class I am currently in is a lot more high pressure than I anticipated really, so much homework and so many different topics at once that even medicated I barely feel like my head is above water.

On top of that in my infinite wisdom I'm attempting to quit smoking, and I'm all heartbroken over my latest foolish escapades with a girl.  Things are a mess and I feel super nihilistic, but I know that's MOSTLY Champix.

Life must go on, and right now I'm engaged in the futile attempt to memorize my mihimihi..
My brain hates memorizing things, information is primarily absorbed over time.
But I need to know this by tomorrow.

Ugh somebody just shoot me.